Hello and welcome to
findingnoo! (previously nickysbeautyquest)
I'm Nicola, I'm 34 (bruh) and I live near London UK.
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Tea is life
gif jedi
Hopeless
romantic in a sceptics body
Make
up obsessed
Over-user
of emoji's
generally
being sarcastic
dream
: to have a french bulldog
love
me some amethyst
spend
most of my time rolling my eyes
why'd
they discontinue the ud naked palette tho?
Want
more? k...
A
firm believer in : laughter, cake, animals, the colour orange,
Sterling K. Brown, eye shadow palettes, toe socks, autumn, Deep Blue
Sea, spicy food, Christina Aguilera, peonies, long walks, Pinterest,
cardigans, flaming hot monster munch, kindness, tumblr aaaand writing of course.
In
2014 I was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder which then
proceeded to take over my life for a solid three years.
In
2016 I began trying to better my mental health in the hope that it
would in turn improve my life.
It's
been one hell of a journey but since August 2018 I consider myself to
be in recovery from
OCD.
π Punch
the sky with me π
Despite
coming on leaps and bounds with regard to my OCD, depression is
something that I struggle with most days.
It
is something that I am still trying to learn about and what it means
for me and my life.
I'm
trying my best to practice compassion toward my mental health and
take each moment as it comes.
In
2017 I was diagnosed with Relapsing-Remitting Multiple Sclerosis.
I
have lesions on both my brain and my spine.
It
may have been some time but I'm still getting my head around this diagnosis and stuff.
It's
tricky.
I'm
hoping to speak more about living with MS as I think it may be
helpful to some π
In
2020 I was told that I am experiencing “traits of EUPD”.
I
have been wondering for some time if I were living with bpd so
finding out that I have some traits was somewhat of a relief.
My
moods are eRraTiC. Which proves difficult for maintaining consistency
with anything in my life π
It's an ongoing battle and something that exhausts me but I'm trying every day πͺ
So.
In conclusion...
Since 2016 I have been working on my relationship with myself.
It hasn't been easy.
I decided to go on a journey of self-discovery.
I am learning more about myself than I ever have.
I am for the first time, prioritizing my recovery. Putting it first and foremost (most of the time - I'm still working on it! π
)
This too is being documented on my blog and YouTube channel.
It's wonderful to look back and see how far I have come.
As of 2018, I am on a journey of healing, growing and seeking peace.
I'm finally finding myself again and I'm feeling rather badass πͺπ
This is my little corner where I can be myself completely.
No pressure, no filtering, no added sugar, not watered down, just me and I would love to be able to help anyone along the way π
As always, sending you love and kickassery ππͺππ
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